I LOVE YOU... THAT'S ALL I KNOW - Part 4 - With or Without You...

I LOVE YOU... THAT'S ALL I KNOW - Part 4 - With or Without You...

It has been two days now, Rahul is still waiting for the reply and on the third day i.e 23rd December 2009 Tina scraps him: "We can be good friends if you want to?"

Is she serious? Just Friends? How can I suppress my feelings for her? I how i act normal, as a friend? But what if i say no? Will she be gone out of my life? I wont be able to see her anymore or talk to her?

  

Rahul kept on thinking about all this questions... his ahead was about to burst and finally he made the second  most idiotic, stupid and hopeless decision of his life. First was proposing her so early and that too in so technical way.

He replied: "Ya fine... We can be friends its totally fine with me.. but promise me you'll be with me forever..." He replied and then realized was that forever thing so necessary to say? Rahul was an emotional fool, anyone could have used him easily. He always thought from his heart and never used his organ called BRAIN. 

They kept on talking again the same way and without knowing Rahul was getting more and more attached to Tina which lead him to serious problem called TRUE LOVE. He went crazy for her, all he wanted was Tina... 

I NEED YOU BECAUSE I LOVE YOU... I DON'T LOVE YOU BECAUSE I NEED YOU. he always said this to Tina. He was way too expressive he never kept anything to himself he always expressed it to her and when she was not there for him he use to write it in his Diary. Whenever he felt like saying something to her he wrote it in his diary when she was not there to listen to him.

By now he was totally mad, crazy, dedicated, loyal and etc etc etc for Tina... He always thought about her dreamed about her... Liked her... lived for her... Embraced her... and everything thing just for her... He had no idea what he would do without her... and now when they both are apart he just can't live without her...!!!

Rahul finally coming out of his memories as his cell phone rings, its her Mom - Maa as he calls her Mother.

"Yes i am on my way home... "

"Yes i am fine... its just the dirt around due to traffic"

"No i am not crying... Maa bye am coming home..." He hangs up with tears in his eyes. Her mom could easily find out that he was crying and the reason too was known to her.

What happens next was something bizarre?  What must have happened? Why is it so bizarre? Anything wrong? Is Tina fine? Is Rahul ok? Will he reach home?

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I LOVE YOU... THAT'S ALL I KNOW - Part 3 - Worst Proposal Ever

Rahul is still thinking about all his memories with Tina: The first time he saw her and now the day which should have never came so early for him...  the WORST proposal ever in this world.

After their school life came to an end everyone fell apart. Rahul was a loner at that moment his best of buddies Laqsh, Pritam and Jignesh took admission in some other colleges. He was alone. No doubt Jignesh was his neighbor but still in the college he was a loner. Soon he made some friends in college but they were just good for college and not more than that. 

Tina? Where's she? Rahul use to travel in bus most of the time and on his way to college he could see the street where Tina use to stay. So while he passed from that street his eyes always searched for her. Morning, Afternoon , evening all the time he use to scan the crowd to find her but she never appeared. This continued for two long years. 

One fine evening while returning home from college Rahul saw a girl fair, tall enough, walked gracefully, wearing a parrot green dress with good heavy work on it and a golden color handbag that suited perfectly to her dress. It was Tina. He ran at the rare gate of the bus to get down but decided to do otherwise. Bus was quite in a good speed and left her way back. He couldn't stop smiling and had the biggest ear to ear smile after two years.

He was happy but he was about to get happier. That was an era of a social networking site Orkut. It was 13th November 2009 Rahul signed in to Orkut and what he saw was unbelievable for him. He had a friend request Tina Sharma wants to Add you as a Friend.

His heart skipped a bit or two. He was on cloud nine, did she really send me the request? is she the same Tina?

Yes she was the same and he came to know about this on 16th November 2009. It was raining that day, yes it was raining in the month of November. Rahul's Internet was suffering from some technical issues so he took his brother-in-laws cell phone and logged in to Orkut. There was a scarp in his scraps from Tina asking "Hey are you Rahul Mehta from OLV please confirm i am confused." This line made it sure that she was the same Tina. OLV  was an abbreviation of their school Our Lady Of Vailankanni. He replied yes and if that was not enough she was Online too at that moment. They both had their first virtual chat and Rahul had no words to express how he felt.

Days passed they were now very good friends everyday Rahul use to wait for her Online the moment he entered his house he straight away went to his room Logged in to Orkut and kept waiting for her. At times she didn't appear online and Rahul kept waiting for 10 hours and so...

In no time they were close buddies and Rahul was just crazy for her. He had realised it soon enough that he was in Love wit her and one day something happened that shouldn't have happened, at least not so soon.

It was 20th December 2009 and it has been 2 days since Tina came online. Rahul was getting mad for her and kept waiting for the whole day. He sent her Offlines on Gmail but no reply. So he decided to e-mail her and in that e-mail he confessed that he loved her. He had to talk to her so in that frame of mind he wrote everything in that e-mail what he felt. He PROPOSED HER THROUGH AN E-MAIL. Yes, its the worst proposal ever one can say. It had been just 1 month and 5 days, Rahul had already proposed her, that too via an E-mail...

He asked his sister to talk to Tina as guys weren't allowed to call at her place. She called her and handed over the phone to Rahul. 

"Hey hi... hmmm... i have sent you an e-mail please check...." Rahul said in a hurry.

"Ya fine. Bye." And disconnected the call.

What Rahul did was correct? What would Tina say? Does she loves him too? Will this be the end? 

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I LOVE YOU... THAT'S ALL I KNOW - Part 2 - When I first saw her...

It was during his school days when he saw Tina for the first time. She use to giggle all the time. Her pink lips, big fat black eyes, two pony tails and that beautiful smile. Rahul was a an intelligent student and was very bad in his extra curricular activities. He never took part in any of the annual programs but was creative and rather helped in decoration and stuff.

When he first saw Tina his jaw was dropped down to his feet. She was looking beautiful that day her beautiful smile was enough for a guy to fall in love with her and rest other things Eyes, hair, lips were just a jackpot bonus one can say. She was sitting on the second bench of the last row and went on laughing with her friends. She looked amazing, her pink cheeks pink lips, jet black hair and eyes were just the reason for Rahul to stare at her the whole day from the first row fourth bench. That was the day and till his finals he kept on staring Tina and did not study a bit. She was all over her mind, he didn't knew what was it, he just liked her and kept on staring her for the whole day.

He tried a lot to talk to her at least once, but couldn't gather the courage to do so... Days passed and he kept staring her. At times she too gave him a look and avoided him than... This continued till the day Rahul finally went forward to talk to Tina for the first time...

"Hey Ha... Hi...." Rahul said and stammered a bit in fear.

"Hi... you are the same guy na who keeps on staring me the whole day?" Tina questioned.

"Yaa but how do you know??? You too keep a look at me? Rahul said with his head pointing the ground.

"Hahaha No i don't, but my friends keep on updating me..." She said in a teasing tone. "Hey sorry i have to leave, my friends... are calling me. Nice to see you." She winked and left.

Rahul kept on smiling that whole day. She was so beautiful that if he saw her once her hangover was felt for a year this is what Rahul use to say.  

This was how Rahul first saw Tina.

It takes a second to Love someone or entire life feels short to Love anyone. 

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I LOVE YOU... THAT'S ALL I KNOW - Part 1 - I Miss You...

I LOVE YOU... THAT'S ALL I KNOW

Rahul with tears in his eyes, was thinking of the day the fell apart...

It was a clam evening that day when Rahul went to meet Tina , for the last time. That was it for him, he couldn't resist anymore, couldn't take anymore pain. That was the last day he saw her.

    "This is it, I won't ever meet you again." He started saying.

"I just can't take this anymore... i cant take this pain of Love, having you in my life was just.... You are the best thing that ever happened to me. I know you too Love me but i guess you aren't brave enough to accept it. Just tell me once that you too love me, say what you feel..." He choked and stopped.

    "Your silence kills me inside... I need you, i need your love. I need you only because I Love You. I love you so much..." He broke into tears....

    "So you are leaving me huh?" She questioned with tears in her eyes.

Rahul answered with a nod.

    "Ok! so if you want it this way its fine.. if this makes you happy, go ahead leave me. I'll never again meet you this is it. Thanks for those LOVELY moments that you gave me." She said in a bit of a loud tone.

Both remained silent for a couple of minutes. Than slowly Tina went close to him, and held his hand. Both had tears in their eyes, noses red and cheeks went pink.

    "Look Rahul I like you, i like you a lot but..." and she stopped

   "But what Tina say it... say it for heaven sake... just say it..." he became even more curious.

In no time Tina left the place she went running and left the temple.

That was the last time Rahul met Tina... 

He misses her smile, her eyes, her laughs, her giggles... He misses her a lot.

Rahul still feels she would come for her... She would come back and say what she couldn't that day...

Love Is All We Need

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